Goodbye 2010. Hello 2011.
Hmmm... I'm not really a big "New Year's" person. I don't get into it that much. New Year's Eve is fun and all but I could take it or leave it. Tonight, however, feels a little different. We didn't really do anything that big tonight. It's not really much different than any other year. But this NYE I'm a bit more down than normal. My feelings are a little hurt and I'm sorta bummed out. Things didn't quite go how I planned and I'm kinda disappointed. Different things and situations just worked together to really get at me and I feel like tonight I should be having a blast. I know I'm being ridiculous but I feel like this is setting a precident for my year or something. *Sigh* I know I'm taking the risk of sounding very "emo" right now but I don't really care that much. Hmm... Well I'm going to get over this and make a decision that in 2011 I will find joy. I'll be thankful and excited and forgiving. I WILL do it. I have much to be thankful for and a good God that loves me more than I could ever fathom. Life is good. Now to get over myself and find a smile...
